RENT EMERGENCY

I am in jeopardy of losing my house. For the past few months I've been working on getting my chapter 35 benefits for school but there has been misunderstanding after misunderstanding eventuality leaving me 2 months behind on rent. I was under the impression that I was getting back pay for a few months so I haven't been stressing about being so late but now I'm being told the back pay is only for one month at best. I don't make enough money to cover the money I owe and I'm trying my best to avoid getting a loan. I've been in my house since February and almost a month of that was spent with my lights off. i have no food, no car to try and make extra money, I'm just barely getting by. I don't know what to do anymore. I ultimately wanted to pay my rent up a few months and restock my kitchen if possible since my food stamps went down dramatically. I also need money for getting to and from work. my landlord is only giving me until the first to have the money so please share this as much as possible. I'm terrible about asking for help when I need it and I'm ashamed I let it get this bad without clarifying sooner. I'm very desperate right now and low on options