help me leave an abusive home

I have been living with my abusive father for 19 years and have gotten kicked out of my house twice. As I am starting to be independent and save up for own car and home, my father has stopped me and pushed me back from my goal, mentally and physically. I feel like there is no hope to having a future, so I am desperate for any help that can be given. As I am trying to find another job and a place to stay while I am getting my life together, please, help me leave my home and donate.
I need 600 for the down deposit on the apartment I'm planning on moving into, and 400 for what I need left to pay for the car. If you can't donate, then sharing or even just reading up on my situation is alot of help. Thank you.