Someone broke into apartment and stole everything

So anyone who knows me knows how incredibly proud I am and I don't like asking for favors or handouts. So understand that it hurts me to swallow my pride like this but I just have reached my limit. Today I came home on break to find that someone had smashed in my door and taken most of everything I have. My TV, my game consoles, my computer and laptop which were necessary to do my job and also had all the files of everything I had made for my side business over the past several years. All my cosplay files were on my backup hard drive which has gone. All my edits and photos that I've done for commissions are gone. My video camera that I use for tutorials and video editing and commissions is gone. My tools that I have accumulated over the years for my side business as a prop maker are gone.  Long story short, everything I have worked hard while juggling 3 jobs over the past several years, every bit of good will and every bit of effort I put into having a job and am outlet I can enjoy is gone in the blink of an eye.  And because I'm a screw up I didn't realize that my renter's insurance doesn't auto renew and charge me like I thought I was told so my insurance expired months ago. Which is my fault. But the truth is I can't afford to replace almost any of this. And I'm not sure I can afford to be even restart and certainly continue doing my side business without all these things. But more than that, the reason I making this is because I just want out. Anyone who knows me knows that I have had a particularly hard struggle over the past several years and I have managed to overcome every obstacle. But the truth is I'm just not happy. I don't wanna be here anymore. And because I have debt I'm contending with I can't afford to leave but I desperately want a fresh start. More than anything I want to move somewhere where I'm happy and not be in a place where things keep getting stolen from me and I am miserable. If at any point, I have ever done anything for you or done anything to help you when you were in a low moment, I please ask that you help now. I have tried everything I could for this community and have always put others before myself. I could really use the same help now.