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Helping Dani Come Home

         Thanks for taking an interest in this story. I have had two trips to the ER in a two month span. I feel an urgency to get mental health help. My nervous system feels stuck in the FFF response and mind chatter, negativity kind of ruminating keeps me distressed. I have been given a new medication routine. I cannot heal on my own from the state In which I feel currently stuck. 

I appreciate you reading this and all micrdonations and shares. Prayers welcome as well.


Love and Lettuce,

Dani

09/21/22
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This is an appeal for your assistance in funding a special healing journey. I have been working the IFS therapy system with my fragmented and traumatized parts for over a year now, uncovering and coming to understand the events that shoved my parts into their extreme behaviors, distortions, and burdens for a 60 year lifetime. Many are stuck in time, keeping me stuck in many ways, mentally, emotionally--controlling and making it difficult even maintaining self-care and housekeeping (which I used to enjoy). I work with them most days for4 -6 hours having had small periods of semi-rest.

I have been led by Spirit to a treatment which provides for a healing "boost"; a guided psychedelic micro-dosing (mushrooms)
medicine journey. Spirit as told me that there will be enough of my parts open to allowing for this for it to be effective. I've never had this opportunity before.

The cost of the initial micro-dosing , which includes support material and access to the facilitator beyond meetings, is $450 for six months.
The next step is a 2 day retreat held in the sacred space of the supervising facilitator, and is more intense.

An added benefit to this process is that it may keep me off anxiety and depression medications forever. The retreat package costs $1550.

This treatment is greatly compatible with IFS, which continues to uncover the deeply hurt child and young adult parts that have lurked in the shadows, maintaining there old roles for decades, which hurt the exiles and others, that they were designed to protect. At 
this time I am experiencing a kind of burnout, and the stress of polarities between parts.

I am forever grateful to friends, family, community and governmental support and those protective beings of light that surround me that were sent to me by the Universe.

I respect that this may be a difficult time for some people to make donations, and I ask of those people to share my fundraiser with others. In addition I ask you to share my story with others who may want to know THEY ARE NOT ALONE in their struggles. I hope to return the favor by bringing more light to our Planet and assist humanity as well to heal.

Thank you for taking the time to read this. We are all blessed more than we see.

With love and gratitude, wishing peace to all beings,
Dani  


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I have uncovered the root of my trauma. I experienced incestuous molestation as a toddler, and later rape as a young adult. These events set me up for a lifetime of pain. Healing these wounded child and adult parts through IFS is strenuous work, and I am dedicated to the entire process.

If you think anyone would benefit from my story, please share. If you would like to help me fund this, please donate. Your care and support 
are greatly appreciated. May we all live in peace, love, serenity and joy.
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A few years ago (2015) I began searching for treatment having experienced trauma or re-traumatization from childhood. At the time, I didn’t even know what it was. CPTSD, MDD, Acute Anxiety, were some of the diagnoses. Dark Night of the Soul perhaps? It was crazy. My amygdala was so active that I could feel part of my brain shrink and shut off. I call it lizard mode. I became anorexic, had extreme anxiety, my legs were filled with the pain of adrenaline rushes, panic, dissociation and terror; 24/7. Awful, negative, dooming thoughts, mind chatter-- loud enough that it overtook me--and it became extremely difficult and painful to work a normal job, or be with other people. Sometimes the chatter seemed outside my head. My comprehension and ability to cope was nil. I went for all kinds of traditional talk therapy, CBT/DBT, a plethora of medications, outpatient programs...all unsuccessful. I even went to a treatment center for one month, got into a nightmare of deep depression with suicidal ideation. I tried Ketamine and eventually Electric Shock therapy. Nothing worked. 


Recently, I discovered that there are parts of me locked up inside, like exiles who suffer from buried pain, false beliefs, and they are protected by extreme parts who will stop at nothing to guard them. The mind chatter that was so negative and harsh was those protectors in high gear. I was an emotional disaster. 


There is a particular kind of therapy called IFS (Internal Family Systems) that helps to liberate and heal these overburdened parts of the Self. It has a spiritual component and that works for me as I am a deeply spiritual individual. I am lucky to have found the best therapist I could hope for.


My dilemma is that I have not ‘completed’ the current phase of the process yet. I am reaching out to the Universe for funds to continue therapy, as well as the usual bills, phone, rent, car, insurance, electricity, debt, medications, etc. This phase of healing is my full time job. 


Having put a lot of energy into some very valuable NPOs that are doing great things, I experienced the kind of work I want to do for the world, and who I am on the road to becoming. I started a website for the New Paradigm, but have not been able to focus on it because of the most recent recurrence of the trauma (early March/21).


Although my heart is huge and I have intelligence, they are somewhat shut down due to my condition. The therapy is helping with those parts too.


I will continue to apply for government and community support while working on the health of my system. I have been approved for food stamps and am awaiting a determination about SSI which could take months, even for a decision. By the sheer grace of others I have been able to receive some local assistance.


I know I am of value to this planet, as we ALL are. Unfortunately the parts of Self that are stuck in trauma do not believe that to be the case; and that connecting with them, healing and unburdening those parts is my first line of duty. My parts are in great pain of the past and need the healing that IFS is providing. I believe that I am getting better, maybe even half-way home. IFS is a lifetime commitment but as I heal I can take on more of the process mySelf.


If this story touches you in even a small way, I ask that you donate to my Fund. I am dedicated to my Wholeness and Well Being, and above all to be in service to Humanity.


There are a lot of people hurting in our world. When one heals, it has a ripple effect across the Universe.


When I am well enough to start life anew and fully engage my calling, whatever funds remain will be sent off to others in need. Hopefully that will be soon.


I practice gratitude every day and am grateful that you took the time to read this.

I wish you wholeness, wellness, worthiness, happiness, peace, and love.
#Healing
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Dani Kent
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Lawrenceville, GA

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