Ms. Carrie Stacks’ Butterfly Fund
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Hey lovely people,
Ms Carrie Stacks here. I have some good news. And some news. I have finished my album. Done. Finished... Over the next month or 2 I'll be figuring out the best way to get it to you so pretty please get into it.
In other news, not so good news. I've been finding survival hard lately. Like really hard.
This journey life has me on, is really, really something. I'm happy to have pushed and pulled and realised and gone after all i have but it comes with a price. I cant look at myself for more than a second without having to turn away lol smh.
i'm now more ready than ever, desperate in fact to keep the train moving and keep the carry on towards my true, MORE beautiful, bodied, softer self.
I do have some understanding of what I have been feeling recently. Due to transitioning, the gap between the me in my head and the me that stands physically has been wearing on me (if that makes any sense) I cant eat much at the moment, and have lost alot of weight, i often cant get out of bed untill ridiculous o'clock and have found myself recently crying out deep loud tears when Im alone. These are just a few small examples of how dysphoria & depression have been kicking my butt - to be fair my whole damn life, but - lately.
I am medically transitioning without any or much professional help. ( HUGE Shoutsout to my 2 trans sisters who are literally my doctors right now <333) In the UK transgendered poc bodies are faced with mountains of issues/set backs, more than ive been ready to even acknowledge. And since there is little to no representation, finding your feet, your rythmn as a trans/genderqueer poc here is often like delving into a dusty haystack in search for one shiny needle. Its a task for sure, which if you have to do youd just have to do, which is fine. I feel like i JUST found the needle but lost it but I know its in here as i just had it but have to delve in again to find...ughhh.
Im saying this to say I NEED surgeries. Am unable to get these through public services so im asking for the help of anyone who can.
Im extremely desperate for 3 procedures to happen to my face and body as soon as humanly possible:
For transparency - Sexual reassignment surgery, FFS (facial feminization surgery), breast augmentation.
These will allow me balance or a better grasp with my current daily dysphoric, sometimes suicidal, sometimes, often sad disposition.
PLEASE HELP ME BE FREE.
BLACK TRANS LIVES MATTER.
<3333
Ms Carrie Stacks here. I have some good news. And some news. I have finished my album. Done. Finished... Over the next month or 2 I'll be figuring out the best way to get it to you so pretty please get into it.
In other news, not so good news. I've been finding survival hard lately. Like really hard.
This journey life has me on, is really, really something. I'm happy to have pushed and pulled and realised and gone after all i have but it comes with a price. I cant look at myself for more than a second without having to turn away lol smh.
i'm now more ready than ever, desperate in fact to keep the train moving and keep the carry on towards my true, MORE beautiful, bodied, softer self.
I do have some understanding of what I have been feeling recently. Due to transitioning, the gap between the me in my head and the me that stands physically has been wearing on me (if that makes any sense) I cant eat much at the moment, and have lost alot of weight, i often cant get out of bed untill ridiculous o'clock and have found myself recently crying out deep loud tears when Im alone. These are just a few small examples of how dysphoria & depression have been kicking my butt - to be fair my whole damn life, but - lately.
I am medically transitioning without any or much professional help. ( HUGE Shoutsout to my 2 trans sisters who are literally my doctors right now <333) In the UK transgendered poc bodies are faced with mountains of issues/set backs, more than ive been ready to even acknowledge. And since there is little to no representation, finding your feet, your rythmn as a trans/genderqueer poc here is often like delving into a dusty haystack in search for one shiny needle. Its a task for sure, which if you have to do youd just have to do, which is fine. I feel like i JUST found the needle but lost it but I know its in here as i just had it but have to delve in again to find...ughhh.
Im saying this to say I NEED surgeries. Am unable to get these through public services so im asking for the help of anyone who can.
Im extremely desperate for 3 procedures to happen to my face and body as soon as humanly possible:
For transparency - Sexual reassignment surgery, FFS (facial feminization surgery), breast augmentation.
These will allow me balance or a better grasp with my current daily dysphoric, sometimes suicidal, sometimes, often sad disposition.
PLEASE HELP ME BE FREE.
BLACK TRANS LIVES MATTER.
<3333
Organizer and beneficiary
Carrie Brown
Organizer
M C Boakye
Beneficiary
