Help a 18yo nonbinary POC leave their abusive home

Read everything please. Give me a chance.

Hi, I am Mei, I am an 18 yo bisexual non-binary living in a third world african country. I usually never ask for financial help but this is extremely urgent, I know there are more important issues right now but please... I am trying to escape my abusive parents, and my two abusive ex partners (my rapist/abuser, and my pedophilic ex-girlfriend who bullied me for almost two years and is still doing that until now) , I've been hospitalized around 4 times the past year as a consequence of the constant blackmailing, bullying & psychological, physical, mental, and sexual abuse I went through non-stop for 4 years with these two individuals. I was barely 14.

And that's not even the worst, it's just one of the most recent things. I was already severely traumatized, this was just the cherry on top. The constant invalidation made it even worse for me. 

Because of that I became too paranoid to even go outside, and to be seen and hurt even more, I stayed in contact with some extremely abusive and manipulative people just to be sure that they won’t hurt me more than the others did, or threaten my safety if I cut them off, I let them walk all over me, insult me, make me feel worthless, useless and not deserving of a single ounce of respect.

I am losing my hair, I have no energy or will to live anymore, I no longer have access to therapy because of quarantine so I am off meds, (which is unbearable for me. I am professionally diagnosed with C-PTSD, borderline personality disorder, D.I.D, schizophrenia and anorexia, to name the ones that affect my day-to-day life the most) and as if that wasn't already hard enough, I get beat up, threatened, constantly re-traumatized, scapegoated, manipulated, gaslighted, CONSTANTLY. I have no consistent access to food which worsened my relationship with food, I am incapable to recover from anorexia in such circumstances (I want to!! but having no access to food makes me want to starve so that i can at least feel like I'm the one controlling that? and then I binge because I am so conditioned to believe that I will have no food the next day so i better eat everything ??). But I cannot eat without questioning whether it will be used against me later, I panic when I hear footsteps or doors opening. Everything about me living in this place is an everlasting nightmare, it’s like I’m constantly battling to survive, inside or outside the house, everything seems so threatening, my identity and my sexuality are viewed as crimes in my country, it seems like I have no right to live, to express, to just be myself. And I don't think I can go another day like this. I don’t know who to trust, it’s too much fear and stress it's killing me.

(TRIGGER WARNING,  hairloss and blood loss!!)

I get lose big amounts of hair every single day, I have nosebleeds and chronic nausea + chronic fatigue and I don’t even have access to proper healthcare so I can’t even fix the problem or at least make it less big ???

Sorry for the oversharing lol

Even one euro can help. I just want to get out of here and feel safe for once at least. I will use the money so that I can get my visa (I need to have 7500 in my bank account for that) and to pay for my school, and for rent. 

Thank you in advance. <3

(PS: I have deleted some details, such as full name, location, etc. As some people related to my abusers have found this GFM. So it's even more urgent now. I'll be forever thankful for the people trying to help me right now. thank you thank you thank you.)

(PS2: I’ll let my trusted friend withdraw the funds as I do not have a bank account yet since we don’t use it here plus I just turned 18)